挽回?

眼看死期要到了
我还是坐在这里
一个人 玩着
我似乎放弃了

眼看自己的成绩都慢慢地染红了
我还是坐在那里
一个人 发呆
对你采取闭关政策

虽我眼前都是书
可是我没心去读
都是那些婴儿的哭声弄到我很想发癫
害到我这几天都没得读书

接到一通电话
远在德国的亲戚
将在2009年10月8日来我家
真是扫兴.
你们大家应该知道是什么大日子吧==''

你知道我有多爱你吗?
每一天都担心你对我的注意慢慢的转移了
我很想深入地去了解你
每一晚
还没进入我的睡梦中时,
我都望着你
想多看你一眼
我的头脑满都是你
你知道没有,PMR-UEC先生????

发泄完了
浪费了我的45分钟
挽回不了.


ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

痛中呻呤,是奢侈的幸福.

OH NO!

Exams?
I did it,but i got the worst result.
Not as good as HUI JANE.
She really is a genius!
Oh ya,zephyr too==
He is a freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CRAZY PERSON.

By now,
I want to be a smart smart girl.
But,my little sister said:''想美美啦''
==
My little sister really do clever
During her UPSR,she didnt hav done any revision.
When i asked her to do some readings,she said that the headmaster ask her to relax!==
So,she didnt hav any feeling that she was facing UPSR ==
She just went to sleep at 9pm.EVERDAY!
or just enjoyed the tv program.

TETAPI,
she got the FREAKING GOOD result in her exams==
Why the god so unfair,
i worked hard,
BUT BUT BUT
I got the worst result
I just cant imagine that the marks i got.

Today morning,there was something happened.
The curious guys==made me felt scared
I ain't xiao xuan!siapatu--''
ok,skip it!xP

(我尝试着要拍我跟那班服，but i cant do it==)

I got the class uniform.
Oh Quei Yang,
my little sis said that she love ur design!xD
It's cool!:)
I like it.

(Before cut the hair,my face turned to black XD)

I cut my hair because my dearest Ms.Meagan asked us to cut our hair till very short.
SO,i cut my hair till very very very very very short!
very ugly.
CANT IMAGINE THAT==

I am trying to read at least one subject a DAY!haha
But,I slept many hours lately==
I wanna get my marks back.
I dunwan any subject get failed!
I wanna show XXX(someone) that i can do it.
Hope so xD

SO upset about my CLEVER brother has deleted the windows live messenger.
I cant download the new one=.=
Stupid.
:(

PREPARING(sleeping==) for the UEC and PMR!
my cousin said that pmr="pemusnah masa remaja"
LOls.
Bye bye.XD

叶慧雯最丑陋的几刻

最近的人看到我
我的脸色很丑,白到要死!!
(如果有人要变白的话不妨去生病，不要去漂白,因为不用浪费钱xD)
所以你们看到我，我没力气对你们笑,Sorry :(

从我生日开始,就生病了==
生病还要去考统考
每天早上我很想杀掉自己
那就不用去承受痛苦了
可是我做不到==
生病很痛苦,加上统考
可以把整架电脑吃掉了,然后把自己捆在书橱里，与书享受最后的一刻

最stupid的时候就是考历史跟科学
那个教务处会不会排的哦,想要我们死咩
可是我很像没什么读到!xP
我的科学考到很差啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!
幸亏我的国语拿A，不然就给Cikgu Soh骂死了@@
Maths-23Only==
采茵变态的!!拿30/40@@

Today
打算不要去学校
可是不能那样做
去到学校很想哭着求爸爸带我回家
哭不出xD
去到学校，很少人
很想大喊
这次我真正的体会到那种生不如死的感觉
阳光普照，眼前一片白色
我很担心如果晕倒了该怎么办
没人抬起得我怎么办@@

体育老师拍拍了我的背
你知道的我的背很敏感，有人动到我的背我可以跳起来
他吓到了我

可爱的姐姐,你几时回来?
没有你在我要死了!哈哈
本来我明天能去吃生日大餐的，可是我一直生病==
STUPID.
要等到你回来才能去吃1u那间xD


Reply the people that left comment in my cbox
Zephyr: Yayaya :)
Xin,Wan Yi,Eunice,Mich,May Li: Thanks you all!: )
Magician: I know who are you already!xD Moral teacher right?xDBut how u get my hand phone number==

I am very tired and exhausted,don't throw a stone on me please.

Merdeka plus seven times :)

The Garden.Because of me is staying in my aunt's hse,i dont hav bring any sport shoes.
So,wore the slipper><..Felt embrassed

Wash your hand before u get into there!

My bro and my cousin,CAT WALK show==

My bro looks handsome in THIS picture only :P

In their house,

My Cute cousins :)

He put the chair above his head==

In aunt's house,

The twins :)


Look after the babies is very tired==

Sleeping(He has sick)

Sleeping(She too)

So,No one wants to play with me

My IDIOT cousin xD

Celebrated it when 29/8
(coz we buought it early,and we felt hungry!SO,you know:) ate it)

My mum(she is in melaka,that's why i should stay in my aunt hse)
sent me a message just now XD
:"慧雯提早跟你說聲生日快樂并祝你福慧雙修成績一級棒"

Jacquelynn and yenyie sent me message just now!thx:)

Just call me stupid.

Well,the pmr trial exam has over.

I really do desperate on myself.
I got the lower marks.
Everyone has the Higher marks on their papers.
What problem is me?
I hav become more stupid
In low spirit
: (


I went to Jusco yesterday.
And bought a lot of resource materials,all the pmr xD
This holiday,i should go back to school to attend the wat pmr class.
I know that i 'm stupid==
Furthermore,should pay 40 ringgit==
My own money.
Pity


Ohya, yesterday i went for tuition and asked my friend:
"国旗出来料代表什么?"
she thought and said:"National day lar"
me:"and more?xD"
she said:''our country has been 'independent' already lar"
sad==
My mom dosent let me hang out when my b'day.
stay in my aunt's house,my parents are going to melaka for 3 days.
29,30,31
PITY me.
they always go here go there go there there there.
: /

I will be the king of freak for two months.
for my exam.
I wanna my marks back .
Stay away from laptop and hphone!xD

Guys,good luck in your exams : )

Time is nothing in neverland,but I ain't in neverland

Lady No More Gaga
Haha :)
21 guns
to shoot u all xD


Luckily,my brother is very clever.
He found out the "wayar" of laptop==
If not,I will kill myself.
This holiday's too boring!

My parents are going to Indonesia this friday.
wtg : (
Bro,sis,and me are staying in Villa.
Pity us
no computer ,no food..
just got the books==
My mom doesn't agree that i go out for do revision with my friends and tution too!
It's SOoooooooooooooooooo stupid to me.
I just can stay in the house and facing the books!
: (

Yesterday,i just read a few pages of Sejarah.
Until 2.00 am,haha
No mood to read.
Because I wanna kill someone : )
No need to with a doubt, is You.
Please highlight the words after this line if you r worried that you r the person who i want to kill.
You treat me as a ''chicken''?wtf :)
Desperate on you,really.

Although I love you.

I miss dancing.
really do miss.
Who wanna teach me the maths of PMR?: )
I really duno how to do....
Argh :(
Science ,Geo, KH, Sejarah, BM, BI
Anyone wants to borrow me your calculator?><
Saya punya sudah tak ada battery==

No more time left to let me staring at you.
Move Move Move : )

Freak Out

You have made me crazy
And you have made me cry

When i want to talk to you,but the connection don't let me to chat with you in msn!
That means It want me to quit from you two.
Out of my minds.
I dream you everyday.Duno why.
Unbelievable dreams.
: ( I miss you,Nigo. After this post, i will never write about you anymore.

Lately,my exams' marks is getting worse.
Why why why why why why why why why why
I really don't know how to face the trial exam.
Freaking scare about that...

I have changed my color of my spectacles : D
My uncle chose that color
Metal Red xD

2 x 下课
都拿来做学会的东西
朋友们，对不起><
原谅我吧~

很多人都说我看起来营养不良==
有咩
我吃很多啦拉拉拉拉
只是小肠吸收不到罢了
我要变白!!!!!!!!!hehes


Today,attended the apa chonghwa wen hua competition
hmm,
I just simply choose the answer and black the answer!xD
After the competition,i rushed to society and check the 点名簿
I have left my pencil box in school==
Stupid me
Luckily Jiawen saw that and kept it for me XD

体育节
没得体育
伤心
很奇怪做莫有些人就那么的不喜欢体育
有的上体育就应该珍惜啊
那像我，向上都没得上
haiz : /
所以每次体育节都只能帮老师写分数
今天他们考排球
老师跟我说了
关于他的想法
其实他很关心你们 ：）
他看起来很伤心酱@@

Everyone want to change schoollllllll : (
MENGAPA???
如果你们换我也要换.
可是没钱啦

我姐姐走了
就这样
走了
没有了她
我会死到很惨
回来吧TT

hahahahahahahahXD

Who wants to do revision with me?
heheXD

Oh ya,KJ have the W995!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE : (
His dad bought it for him one...
T-T