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Showing posts with label Mood. Show all posts

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Knowing too much can get you hurt.

DO YOU ALL KNOW,
I hate people pour the oil on me when i'm in hyper black mood. So, i choose to remove someone from my world and mind too. UNDOUBTEDLY, it's you.

Those subjects, especially trigonometry and physic, very difficult. Don't know why, I cant pass up those homework in the time. Desperate. I have been lazier, and more stupid. Sorry, mum and dad. I will be more hardworking from now on. C=


I just want a person that can tell me when can I dance. I didn't mean to give up, although they kept saying my bone has been worse and worse. I am forced to cry every time when their words approach my mind. Why the god doesn't let me round my dreams? Piano, gymnastic, basketball, and dancing. What can i do if i don't have them all? be Stubborn , stupid, lame girl? I DONT WANT.
But why you all dont let me go on? Especially you, scoliosis.

I hope to enjoy my CNY. But I cant. It's hard to let him go with the action. It's hurting my heart to do like that. I don't wanna him die. Sorry joseph, I think that i cant go to your house when cny. because of something(I will tell you the matter..) :( I want angpau, I want my granpa back, I want my health come back to me.

I bought some new shirts and skirts! i love the skirt very much :D. Haha. I am not going to show you all. XD Oh ya! I bought a long long skirt for my dearest sister!XD haha. Waiting for you!


I am happy that you are going to out of my world from this second! I wont feel regret.
seriously.


Going to do revision and homework (=
Bye bye!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

病为我而生

物理 好难哦
大代 好难哦
华语 更难哦


过完了开学的第一个星期,仿佛过了上半学期. 时间过得还真慢? 还是该说过得充实? 我选了最后一排.
没有原因. 因为我长得比较高些. 我很想做第一排, 但我又不想做个自私的人. 该怎么办?
最后一排, 跟最熟悉的cacing小姐和叶镇豪同学坐. 我们都打好了协议. 他先听课(我们睡觉)然后到他睡觉(另个人听课).就这样轮流. 哈哈. 可是我都不敢睡觉. 只有镇豪差不多每一节都在睡觉罢了XD

以下是我认识的新朋友—顾镇杨同学所作的词
花儿为我而开
鸟儿为我而飞
ET 为我而来
恐龙为我而消失
地球为我而出现
氧气为我而存在
老师为我而生存
每当我早上一起来的时候, 太阳的光照射着我,仿佛我就是一位神.
伟大吧他;D


就只有我那一排4个人在发癫
可是其他人都在奋斗
为他们的成绩奋斗
专心的上课
来到学校就打开书本读书
开学一星期罢了列 有必要把自己锁得那么紧吗?0.0
我班全都是读书人啊 :(

我要补物理, 可是没时间了. 我要星期八!


有的上体育 为什么不去上
" 早知道学她不要穿体育衣来. 那样就不用跑步了."
你的这句话的确有伤到我
你以为我真的想不要去体育的吗?
你认为跑4圈两个排球场就能杀死你?
你认为我不想上体育课而不穿体育衣?
错.
我很想上体育课
我在跟你说 我比任何人都还要想上体育课
因我不被允许做激烈的运动
我想要都没有
请你珍惜此机会


我不要拿最后一名, 我知道我可以的. 只要我的心回来了的话 :)

迎新会的筹委们加油!:D
新春庙会的筹委也是!

I miss Yasotha and Joseph Koh very much,
I miss you two.
:(

我要读书 :D!
我要做人!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Highlight it all if you care about me C=

They're friendly and funny :)
Miss them a lots!


My 2009 Countdown Party @ Iven's House :)

Thanks Eunice :)! And ian lim too.



My XXX God :D. Haha

Him! Long time didnt see him already :).

Look!What was Iven doing!XD
Pity Ming.

He felt hot XD.

Ian Lim! :D

Us.

More pic, Please visit Iven's Facebook Profile.Or mine :D
Thanks Iven for uploading these photos to his facebook! :)
其实, 当天在他的家, x.ming 有来 可能有些人不知道 之前我跟他发生了什么事. 当我见到他的时候 真的很怕 我不懂要跟他说什么好 我跟他打招呼 用了很大的勇气, 他望别边 可能他没听到吧. 过后 慢慢的 就因为我玩着xbox 他就一直骂我笨笨笨 当时我的心真的放了很多:) 真的. 然后他跟我讲话咧:D 过后一起38. I really do happy that time :)!thanks you.
Yeah, I cut my hair till very short.
MUSHROOM!
But, 整个人很凉爽xD
虽然我现在的样子很丑
但不会有很多人看到我的啦
因我在那遥远的工艺楼.
Sangat Sedih!

身为文书的我
肯定要跑上跑下跑东跑西跑南和跑北的嘛.
他尽然安排我在那个地方
想挑战我的脚力厚==欺负我啊,我一年没上体育料的列;(
Ms.Yap Jia Wen, sze kee, shu min,and liyue soooooooooooooooo lucky lor. :(
可以在一起 真怕我跟你们的感情会变淡..
想到这个, 其实真的有点想哭
丢下我一个人:(
哈哈

是的
男生穿长裤很man leh XD
我的感觉拉
我要16岁了列!:D
我一直跟妈妈说我长大了
我也不懂我为什么会那样说==

今年的班级
满多人都认识的
但不熟--''
要主动一点了:)


My 2010 life :0

Monday -The only day that i am in free
Tuesday -Society
Wednesday -Tuition
Thursday -Tuition
Friday -Tuition
Saturday -Society
Sunday -(mayb will attend piano class)

Some more, My LOVELY mum wants me to attend one more tuition class. My god, I am not a robot ok? It's too crazy to me. I know that I am not a clever girl or genius, so need to be having a lot of tuition classes. But, I really dislike that my life is full of tuition classes. Everyday, need to race with the time, and run to the tuition classes. :( I will be having a lot of meetings in the future. So, what should I choose? 一半这个一半那个:)

Please give me money and I want to attend piano class again!
Give me give me more, give me more :D


I love my society, Dance Club. ;D

我姐姐是不是很漂亮列;)
今天她回新加坡了
我真的很舍不得她


刚刚有人跟我讲 我的班不是在工艺楼咧
嘉雯啊,你真的吓到我了当你跟我说我的课室在工艺楼
真好,
我的课室不在那地方xDXD
Freaking Excited now!

心爽了很多.
真的


Wish list c=
-Become more beautiful XD
-Become smarter
-My dance skill increase
-Sleep at 10pm everyday
-Hope someone* will be happy :)
-Be healthy
-Money IN,not OUT.
-All my language standards will be better
-Meet him halfway everyday! :) L.a


我也不懂为什么我会摆这样的表情..
Just wanna make you all laugh :)

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Take my heart to the limit

Leader camp

Uh, sorry. I still cant upload the photos. The 5th Leader Camp, in the 5th group, luckily got pretty penguin :D And the boys in 5th group are very funny,especially "LI HANG".


When the first night in the camp, I really do miss my home, my family, my bathroom, my bed, delicious Foods, my house's floor, my tv, the laptop and more. Aunty, i want my holiday back!!!!!! I dont hav enjoyed my holiday happily yet! So,2010. better dun stand in the front of me first. I dont hav the 心理准备 yet.

Chinese time xD
我很老?我脸很大人?o.o
跟他们能在一组满开心的:D
在男厕所冲凉, 一点都不爽. 对了, 我也很想念热水. 每次冲凉都很冷.. 没办法~~'' 跟胡芷欣小姐同房咧. Eieie, 她在走星光大道的时候穿到很sexy lor. 颖婷也是xD
营火会, Kenapa tak ada hot dog de?XD Anyway, Not bad lar :D
真的很辛苦, 因为我想念家. 人生第一次有这样的感觉. 原来服务团体是那么乐意付出的:) 很欣赏他们的那种精神. 记得, 当你们4/1坐到你们的桌子椅子的时候 想下, 是我们第五届领袖营营员帮大家排的咧, 号码也是我们写的xD


成果展, 还在想着那个田径的男生怎么样了:(
大家都辛苦了. 谢谢大家:D 虽然音响出了问题, 但算了吧...
:)


刚刚数学老师打来我电话.
有吓到我. 我可爱的数学老师:D 我差一点认不出是她的声音. 很奇怪的是, 做莫她有我电话的?0.0
高一理爱 
说真的 对自己有失望到,不过幸好有很多都是3 yi班的:)

Ok.我还没准备好迎接2010.
跳舞的时候,我很想打自己 差到离谱 跟着他们三个那么厉害的人在一起跳舞
很有压力 当时我很怕 现在也是 很多舞步都做到比他们差很远
我要加强舞技

Yipiyayihuya yipiyapiye
:P

I miss you.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I hope you will like it.

好了, 我来了. :D

大家有没有试过连续三天的晚上去游泳咧?xD
其实感觉还不错,没有人跟你抢游泳池:P 你能在当时想很多东西
真的很舒服:)

我们的武器!!:D

He was doing 月光浴.
xD

My bro
hehe.
Swimming look.XD

My little sister's legs.o.o

My cousin and my bro.


Joseph's time!


During the webcam, see what had he done that day. XD



His room.XD

His eyes.

The babies.

Look at the baby's eyes!
i think she was thinking that "why you touch my hand!?"
haha.

Wa cha!!:P

Piglet :P

Not me not me. Not me put one.
So, Not my fault!><
Pity her.:(

She!

Others
Chocolate :D
At 1u.

This one very nice to drink,
but i have forgotten what is it name.

I like the hat! :D

Biang!xD


万人宴 :)

Preparing.!

Hey jiawen,do you mention that many people like to "hide" your face when you taking the photo huh?
Like the photo in ur party.XD

Jens :D.

My dear Jia Wen. (:

Yi Xue the clever girl,and who loves ballet very much :D

Jia Hui!

The boy ;D,who is very funny.

Oh guys, ignore my face please.@@

The girl, purple Qian ^^
Pei Juan :D
how cute is her.

Joeeeeeeeeee XD

Pei Hong :)

她很好人
她的每一句都肯定住在我的脑里了:) 
Thanks her very much !

Ok, I am not enjoy my holiday yet. How fast has it gone :( I want to sleep!!

And i have eaten 4 apples and slapped by 3 balls. :( How sad. My mum is more sad now. Do you know what am i saying? :( I hope that you do know it.


I have done my promise :)

Monday, December 7, 2009

The worst thing.

Erm,sorry guys. Really very sorry.><

I have been long long time didnt update my blog already, because of I have no mood to update my blog since I have fallen down on the floor. Actually i have taken many photos to upload here. But,i really don't have mood to do that.


I could not run from that day i have fallen down until yesterday.It is freaking pain,the feeling is hard to describe. The performance is nearer and nearer, but i have done sum stupid things to me. Why am I so careless? Why am I so stupid? Why the floor was so wet? I was very scared when i fell down. I scared that i were died. My pelvic is very pain and of course my butt too.
I don't want let coach be awful. I want to jump and dance!


But luckily, I can run now like someone who have "bai" his leg. OMG, I really don't want to miss the performance which i have expected :( Anyway, I swear that I will update my blog these days.About the holiday :).
So, be patient huh XD. Trust me, i will upload those picture to my blog as fast as I can.

(:

Please, I need you.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

How tired.


Oh,
I got the new phone now!!XD
Ahah.
My Target!
But i must pay back the money to my mum.
How pity and excited.


Well,the UEC has over.
everything is over.
:)
Practice month is coming.
Preparing for the those performances :)
exhausted!

In PMR and UEC,
I always sat at the 1st place.
How sad.

Going to shopping.
Hang out with old friends!
Swimming.
Dancing.
Playing at my new phone!
ahah.
XD

Nothing to say :(

God,give me the chance to dance please.
:)

Monday, September 21, 2009

挽回?

眼看死期要到了
我还是坐在这里
一个人 玩着
我似乎放弃了

眼看自己的成绩都慢慢地染红了
我还是坐在那里
一个人 发呆
对你采取闭关政策

虽我眼前都是书
可是我没心去读
都是那些婴儿的哭声弄到我很想发癫
害到我这几天都没得读书

接到一通电话
远在德国的亲戚
将在2009年10月8日来我家
真是扫兴.
你们大家应该知道是什么大日子吧==''

你知道我有多爱你吗?
每一天都担心你对我的注意慢慢的转移了
我很想深入地去了解你
每一晚
还没进入我的睡梦中时,
我都望着你
想多看你一眼
我的头脑满都是你
你知道没有,PMR-UEC先生????

发泄完了
浪费了我的45分钟
挽回不了.


ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



痛中呻呤,是奢侈的幸福.

Friday, September 18, 2009

OH NO!

Exams?
I did it,but i got the worst result.
Not as good as HUI JANE.
She really is a genius!
Oh ya,zephyr too==
He is a freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CRAZY PERSON.

By now,
I want to be a smart smart girl.
But,my little sister said:''想美美啦''
==
My little sister really do clever
During her UPSR,she didnt hav done any revision.
When i asked her to do some readings,she said that the headmaster ask her to relax!==
So,she didnt hav any feeling that she was facing UPSR ==
She just went to sleep at 9pm.EVERDAY!
or just enjoyed the tv program.

TETAPI,
she got the FREAKING GOOD result in her exams==
Why the god so unfair,
i worked hard,
BUT BUT BUT
I got the worst result
I just cant imagine that the marks i got.

Today morning,there was something happened.
The curious guys==made me felt scared
I ain't xiao xuan!siapatu--''
ok,skip it!xP


(我尝试着要拍我跟那班服,but i cant do it==)
I got the class uniform.
Oh Quei Yang,
my little sis said that she love ur design!xD
It's cool!:)
I like it.

(Before cut the hair,my face turned to black XD)

I cut my hair because my dearest Ms.Meagan asked us to cut our hair till very short.
SO,i cut my hair till very very very very very short!
very ugly.
CANT IMAGINE THAT==

I am trying to read at least one subject a DAY!haha
But,I slept many hours lately==
I wanna get my marks back.
I dunwan any subject get failed!
I wanna show XXX(someone) that i can do it.
Hope so xD

SO upset about my CLEVER brother has deleted the windows live messenger.
I cant download the new one=.=
Stupid.
:(

PREPARING(sleeping==) for the UEC and PMR!
my cousin said that pmr="pemusnah masa remaja"
LOls.
Bye bye.XD